not only, but also

the existential crisis i was kind of vague about in previous posts was regarding my work. i’m so dramatic. it’s amazing what a few weeks of perspective can achieve. even in these several days, i can look back and see where perseverance and vulnerability to change has gotten me over a hurdle into the centered […]

i’ll bite

or write, rather. i’ve been seeing this thing i like where people are posting very stream of consciousness style and it took me back to a time i was reading a lot of faulkner and i am trying it. although i am already struggling in my mind to quit thinking about what audience i’m writing […]

shut up.

i get embarrassed sometimes for posting such self-indulgent thoughts that are uninteresting for the majority. but often i am grateful to have a forum to dump my thoughts to some anonymous audience. it’s therapeudic to pretend someone cares. as an only child, i’ve lived a lot of life inside of my head. i have spent […]

today is the greatest

everyone should have a blog post with a smashing pumpkin title. today may not really be the greatest. i sat at work for eleven hours yesterday, forced myself to talk to my bestĀ friendsĀ instead of hiding like i normally do when i’m down, i wrote a lot, and i slept for twelve and a half hours. […]