weak boundaries

Building boundaries only works if they’re maintained. I learned some great things before I stopped seeing my therapist in the middle of 2018. That’s when I wanted to start guiding my own course. Not purposefully, of course. But I vividly remember feeling the awkward tension in my chest as I painted a rosier picture of […]

same days forever

Originally written November 2018. Nothing about it is really novel. I’m grateful. Not in that everyday thanksgiving applause for the soothing appreciables around me. It’s a cryptic thanks that I can barely hold onto because I have to face ugly authenticity to keep it in my grasp. I’ve justified actions in my life. I’ve leaned […]

notes

i keep notes in my phone instead of writing here. i’m just too private now about how i feel and only share my true thoughts with those closest to me. maybe i’ll post a few in due time. what you see of me on the internet is such a silly sliver, but pictures and such […]